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Friday, June 30, 2006
Many things running in my mind
Many things keep flooding my mind recently. i guess to everyone who reads, its all the time.

i had a platform perfromance on wednesday. hmm not too bad but still missing notess. not too bad but still bad. well atleast i redeemed myself with Penguine haahahaa.

thursday had SNYO. not a good rehearsal at all. the winds were full but not balance at all. not the least bit. i tried to keep my section in balance but not sure if the other sections even bother. well the bassoons are like totally freaking out of tune lah. GO DO SOMETHING MAN!!!!! as usual LSL can't hear it. then during 'Mozart' LSL was like insulting the winds like big time man. i won't go into detail but i feel that he does not listen to us. when we voice out, he takes it as rudness. when we keep silent, he say we don't communicate...F*** MAN!!!!!

"A Conductor is nothing without his orchestra, but a Musican is still a working musician with OR WITHOUT the conductor!"

sorry to be like this but i have been keeping it in for long. sad but thats the truth. I believe that respect should been earned and not just given to with no purpose or meaning.

i was not feeling the best on thursday. i was have flashes of H all day and i could not stop thinkiong of her. i don't know why but i just did. anyway i am still wondering what to get her man. she is leaving and i may never ever see her......:(:( i am confussed.

Confussed and pissed...

CHOWS~


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Monday, June 26, 2006
What the hell man!!!!!!
Hello ppl,

well last saturday performed my first concerto in VCh. hmmm not very good, i could have done much better. but not too bad lah i mean atleast i got the feeling of performing a concerto on large stage. hahaa. well thanks to OPWO (Orchid Park Wind Orchestra) and to their conductor, CLarence Tan., hhee hee. a wonderful experience for me ahhhaa.

well today had NAFA Orchestra reherasal. was terrible man. i mean there were like three odd players that were dame late lah. i mean the rest of us were like you know on time and some about 5 min late but there was some (i shall not name names) were dame late and on top of that noise in entering the LFT. i mean first you are late then you come in and make noise with your chair, stanbd, instrument, and jewellery......like WTF man!!!!! screwed up attitude man.

anyway i think i am going crazy at times. like sometimes wake up and think of nothing and sometimes about other stuff. crazy me hhaha.

Hey Jeremy i love riding inb your car...the convertsation always so fun ahahhaa should do more often hahahaha hee hee. stupid nei-na-ma-yah and his not scary stories and silly jokes hahaa.

hmmm lots of my friends in SNYO will be leaving after this concert man. i should get them something hahaahaha wonder what to get them man. flowers will die, presenst are expensive hmm... i'll think about it. hahaha

anyway thats all for now

CHOWS~


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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Weird feelings...
Hello peeps,

well tot i'll start off with the PCO Starbat Mater concert. it was last saturday at the UCC. Funny that i was like just performing there in the Man of Letters like less then a month ago. and now i am back there. no doubt the memories came back and the walls were singing the melodies of the musical. it was hauntingly comforting. not sure why. i miss the crappping and silly games and all haaha. well the concert was ok. i missed like a ton of notes. sigh. well i have to improve on my pitching man. anywya it was a good concert and i enjoyed playing in it and performing it. hahaa




here is a pic of Andris.. ahahaa i was teaching her the horn in the dressing room. not bad she learned 4 noted and leraned to tougne hahahaa keeep it up gal!!! ahahhaa
anyway speaking about andris, i had a short but very thought proking convertstaion with her while waiting for a cab. I asked her "you know what, in ten years time we would all be scattered all over the world in different orchestra. and maybe we'll meet in the same orchestra" then she said" yah man!!!! we'll definately meet. and yes we would all be scattered all over the world hahaa " hm,mm short but meaningful.

anyway NAFA orchestra is playing the New World Symphony. hahaaa had an ok reading session on monday. not too bad but my section was like blasting away like imature secondary school students. not sure what to do but i guess i need to tame them. well good luck to me man hahaha.

well thats all for now.


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Sunday, June 11, 2006
If i never get a chance....
If I never ever get a chance to say this to you in person, i shall put it here in print....

"Knowing you, H, was the best thing that has ever happened to me. You came into my life like a howling wind with a the fury of a hurricane, yet your comforting warmth in your smile drew me into the strom. I never knew i would like you this much...yup i never knew... but i did. and boy did i fall deep into you. you never fail to brighten up my day by just giving me a smile to say everything will be alright, you never fail to entertain my crap, knowing that there is some truth behide it, you never fail to captivate me with your expressive playing, and you never fail to charm me day after day.
Watching you each day is a joy, but i have to keep talling myself, this dream is coming to an end. after july i may or may not ever see you again, but the memories you have given me are priceless on its own. knowing a person so gentle, kind, charming, beautiful and smart was an honour for me. I sometimes feel i make you look bad when i am with you. haha. the jokes we shared the funny games we played, all the times just keeping quite and doing nothing....pricless.
I have to pull myself out of this dream soon...really soon... i must. sharing the times with you are all going to be missed. but i am comforted by the fact that you would have a better future and hopefully you remember me the way i am, no matter the number of years apart..... i will miss you alot....alot....
... "
CHOWS~


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If i never get a chance....
If I never ever get a chance to say this to you in person, i shall put it here in print....

"Knowing you, H, was the best thing that has ever happened to me. You came into my life like a howling wind with a the fury of a hurricane, yet your comforting warmth in your smile drew me into the strom. I never knew i would like you this much...yup i never knew... but i did. and boy did i fall deep into you. you never fail to brighten up my day by just giving me a smile to say everything will be alright, you never fail to entertain my crap, knowing that there is some truth behide it, you never fail to captivate me with your expressive playing, and you never fail to charm me day after day.
Watching you each day is a joy, but i have to keep talling myself, this dream is coming to an end. after july i may or may not ever see you again, but the memories you have given me are priceless on its own. knowing a person so gentle, kind, charming, beautiful and smart was an honour for me. I sometimes feel i make you look bad when i am with you. haha. the jokes we shared the funny games we played, all the times just keeping quite and doing nothing....pricless.
I have to pull myself out of this dream soon...really soon... i must. sharing the times with you are all going to be missed. but i am comforted by the fact that you would have a better future and hopefully you remember me the way i am, no matter the number of years apart..... i will miss you alot....alot....
... "
CHOWS~


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Saturday, June 10, 2006
Stop talking about it....pls....
hello ppl,

well have not been updating. hee hee busy i guess hee hee. anyway a few things to say.

schools started and we hardly have any more lectures together as a class anymore. it sad you know. like although you are all in the same school and in the same year, you don see eachy other. i miss all the bitching and crapping during the lecture. i mis the time we would ask argumentative question to Dr. Kan and laugh about it. i midd singing and doing the jolly pong theme hahahahaa i miss all the gossiping we would do about pppl ahahhaa sharing things that has happened in the day. sigh now we are al split up hee hee. but tell you the truth the bitching a gossiping has not stopped hahahaaa.

anyway today was a difficult day for me. y? well i woke up suddenly at 3am and was thinking about H alot. so much so i actually got up and sat down on my bed imagining her face and smile. i manage to put myself to sleep by 4am. then throughout the day, ppl have been, unknowingly, been talking about H alot and asking me if i have seen her or have i talked to her. i mean they are harmless question but i always feel uncomfortable, in a good way, when someone mentions her name or ask me about her. i feel goosebumps and all. not sure y but i am trying to forget H since she is going off soon. sigh. today i also coincidentally met H. and she was like "Hi!!!" and thats it..and i was like ?!?!?!?! hahhaa well i feel glad that she said hi atleast hahaha. anyway was thinking of getting H a going away present but not sure what sigh. i keep thinking that anything i get her is not good enough man. feeling stressed about it.

hahaa H got a new haircut and it looked cool on her and i must more attractive "yum yum" ahhahahaa jk jk. brings out the colour of her eyes more and her smile. yes i am crazy.

well thats all for now but there will be more soon hhahaa

CHOWS~


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Friday, June 02, 2006
Airport.....
Hello ppl,

well yesterday i went to send my friend off at the airport. Shes going to Germany to study Music and i do wish her all the best man hee hee.

anyway when i was at the airport, suddenly i felt the feelings i had on the night i left for Vienna last june. it was a weird yet comforting feeling. i truly want to go Vienna real soon man. can't wait. sigh. anyway i was thinking about how many times i need to come to the airposrt this year man. i have in total 7 or 8 friends that will be flying off to somewhere to study or stay. hmmm its a painful thing to do especially when the person you are sending off might not return for a few years.

thats y i asked the "what and where will you be in ten years?" question. well its hard for me to say this but here goes. i really hate to see friends leave for many years. anything can happen and their chracters can change too. and there is no garantee they'll be the way they are in those years ther'er gone. thats why when friends leave i try my best to remeber them the way they left and keep it in mind all the time.

anyway here's a crazy idea, H is leaving soon too (after the SNYO concert thanksfully), I told her indirectly that where ever she goes i'll find her no matter what. hahahaaa yes she laughed but she does not know how much i mean it. hahahaha well it will be fun i guess i mean its like a huge man (woman) hunt hahahaaa. i do intend to do that one day.

heres a new movie coming out soon. ALMOST LOVE


i think it will be a sweet movie hee hee can't wait to catch it man ahahhaa. anyway i saw a postcard of this movie and in the corner it read "THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME" that is so sweet man, simple yet so full of emotions and love. hhaaaa cool. this picture is sweet too hahaa


















anyway i can't find the website for this movie or the trailer. but if i do i let you know hahaha

CHOWS~


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