having my off today so i decided to stay home and catch up on sleep. It has been a very VERY busy June so far. Everyday Rehearsals in Blk 13 then to SMU for PW and then to Sophia Hill for TPO. I'm tired and frustrated. I never tot music could be so tiring. Blk 13 is becoming a place of mixed feelings. Some days i am grateful for being there yet other days i feel like just leaving. I guess I've concluded that the main reason for feeling this way is, the PEOPLE. yes the ppl make the difference between a bad day or a really wonderful day.
Been stressed out with a certain someone in Blk 13. Person EGO. EGO has been getting on my nervous alot. mainly by the way he speaks. speaking in a way that it sounds like the world owes him. speaking like he knows everything. It is ok to point out mistakes and comment, but one has to also keep in mind the way you say things. One should not say in a very offencive way and hence creating bad relations. Honestly if he is in the outside world, he would be jobless and have little or maybe no contacts. I find it hard to convey what i want to say to him mainly cause of the ranks. oh well. i will find a day to say it and in doing so i will make sure he understands, either the easy way or the hard way.
Had my 2nd COG and this one was with my home band and yes it was really fun. what made it fun was also the ppl that came to watch. THANKS!!!
If only each parade was this fun ahhaa Thanks guys
I have been feeling recently that my playing has deproved by a LAND SLIDE man!!!! i feel terrible and so beginner la. each day i play i feel it getting worst and worst. I need my TEACHER back again. in Blk 13 there is no sence of senstive playing. no care for intonation and textural colour. WHY?!?!?!?!! it is still music we are making be it indoor or outdoor. why can't we sound beautiful and clean outdoor and indoor. This needs to change. If each individual knows then it would be easier to change. but there are those that kick away change. HELP!!!
Watching the two vid i uploaded, i ask myself why can't we enjoy music as much as they do. the joy in their faces and actions is so clearly translated in the music they produce. why... music is about enjoyment of this beautiful language...
I need to find back the music in me and regain my lost level of playing.
To the Madils.. miss the days where we jalan-jalan orchard and lepak and all. we should have one soon.
CHOWS~
