Friday, June 30, 2006
Many things running in my mind
Many things keep flooding my mind recently. i guess to everyone who reads, its all the time.
i had a platform perfromance on wednesday. hmm not too bad but still missing notess. not too bad but still bad. well atleast i redeemed myself with Penguine haahahaa.
thursday had SNYO. not a good rehearsal at all. the winds were full but not balance at all. not the least bit. i tried to keep my section in balance but not sure if the other sections even bother. well the bassoons are like totally freaking out of tune lah. GO DO SOMETHING MAN!!!!! as usual LSL can't hear it. then during 'Mozart' LSL was like insulting the winds like big time man. i won't go into detail but i feel that he does not listen to us. when we voice out, he takes it as rudness. when we keep silent, he say we don't communicate...F*** MAN!!!!!
"A Conductor is nothing without his orchestra, but a Musican is still a working musician with OR WITHOUT the conductor!"
sorry to be like this but i have been keeping it in for long. sad but thats the truth. I believe that respect should been earned and not just given to with no purpose or meaning.
i was not feeling the best on thursday. i was have flashes of H all day and i could not stop thinkiong of her. i don't know why but i just did. anyway i am still wondering what to get her man. she is leaving and i may never ever see her......:(:( i am confussed.
Confussed and pissed...
CHOWS~
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