well many ppl are asking me about me losing weight. well good news, I DID!!!!! to date i lost 7kg in 14days. haahha i know not so obvious yet but the numbers don't lie. hee hee. have i gotten darker? duh i did. stupid question from some ppl.
so what is it like in PARADISE?
well thats is about as much as i can remember for now. as you can tell, there are some really dumb ppl man. ahhahahahhahaa oh well each individual is special. *roll eyes*
went out today with Nix to get some PARADISE Stuff and sat down to chat about our experiences. hahaa interesting man to find out two company's way of doing things ahhaaa had a good laugh.hee hee well FYI we are both in the same building hee hee won't mention what company but hint Birds of Prey. hee hee then went to get more stuff for my holiday next week and had a good cup of Gloria Jeans Mocha Vanilla Chiller!!!! hee hee i know i should not take it. but i need to reward myself mah.
had a very high fever last night and in the morning. but felt good as new after shopping. see Retail Terapy WORKS!!!!!! ahhahahaha
tomorrow go for movie man ahahahahaa yeah!!!!! then go back to PARADISE hahhaaa SIAN!!!!!!! oh well as a friend told me... "take it as it comes...one day at a time." thanks
will update more next week if possible. Thanks to those for your nice SMS. it truly keeps me going. hope to see everyone soon.
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HOW TO.....
How to have a bad audience.
TA-DAH.... there you go, your wonderful 'Bad Audience'
SINGAPORE NEEDS HELP.... A.S.A.P
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Well thats all folks.... And this is How to Cook Brownie THE WRONG WAY!!!!
Helpful Hints:
Happy Cooking.....Thanks Madeni for your efforts...had fun!!!!!
Nope this is not one of my "I Think she is so hot..." post. I just used this pic to say "This is Beauty"
True, a Picture paints a thousand words, but how much of those words does it say about the character of the person. From this pic, can you tell if she is arrogant, shy, polite, mean, happy-go-lucky, etc? chances are your answer is a "No"
Was loooking at some top models pic and of course all my Fav idols pic and i was telling myself, "God!!! they are so beautiful and perfect" after telling myself that for like a couple of million times, I started to think about it.
God has the power to make humans look good and bad. but none perfect. Not sure if he could, but i'm not doubting him. I always believe, or rather was taught that, each one of us are born with specials gifts. they do not need to be wonderful ones but things that make us special.
Example:
When i saw that Blind girl at Wheellock singing, i remember telling myself, "Good took away her Sight but gave her a beautiful voice."
my point is, for models, beauty is their gift. They look truly good and wonderful, but i will not agree with the word perfect. Which brings me to my next point, we think, or most ppl think that beautiful ppl don't have flaws. well THEY DO. the diff is how well they hide it.
Example:
Beckham...looks good, fantasy of alot of gals....but his voice is so weird and shril.
Not trying to trash any one here.
Some ppl are just so concerned with how they look that it just engulfs them. They start taking weight lose pills, surgery, change their fashion sense (which does not work all the time) etc. I guess we need to learn to except ourselves the way we are. but i think striving for beauty is really difficult and at times you hurt the ones closest to you.
One of my friend said this which made me think alot, " All my Fat friends change once they get slimmer. Don't know why. They are more fun and lovable when they were fat, now they are more mean and drift away." I actually tought about this and wondered to myself, "will I become like this one day" I hope not but i also can't say that i will confirm not change. I guess its a painful thing to lose a friend just because your friend has become more good looking. I guess when you are fat you feel the world is against you and hence you do not fight back with insults etc. but once you are thin you feel that now you can vent your "Beauty" on the fat ones. I think that is just sad. I really pray i don't become like that. I still want my friends.
I think being fat is good in a few was it has made me more understanding to the shape of other ppl's body and to be not so vain like some ppl i know. Walk down orchard road on a weekend and you see many kinds of ppl. I sat at one of the Coffee Club and ppl watched. I realised how some ppl just shun away some others mainly because you look fat or ugly. Went to some shops and saw how sales ppl treat ppl how look good and those who don't. sad but that's reality.
Oh well thats all for my Beautiful ppl entry hahahaa
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