Well as you all know I have been like updating like so NOT often. sorry about that.

Alot has happened and too much to be written down. i'll just list a few stuff. Well the NEW PARADISE has been ok so far. Lots of weird and interesting ppl around. Some ok and friendly others are just out to make life difficult. I guess that is the way it is in most groups or organisation. Well getting use to the lifstyle and surviving each day. So far so good.

Been getting into this fitness lifestyle now and i'm enjoying it really. I enjoy running alot now. and getting into this gymming thingy. haha. well Hope to pass my ippt soon. fingers cross.

Well I had a dream about two days back of L. It was one of those dreams that you wake up asking yourself, "was that real". and yes indeed i asked myself that. Cause it was so so real so real that i felt so full of life. I won't go into detail. It was the 2nd dream i had of L the 1st being about 4 to 5 years back. I miss L but sadly it is no more.

Anyway a friend of mine just decided to leave me and my group of friends. not so sure what the real reason is. Well he said that he has changed and all and says that he can no longer talk to us like a few years back. not so sure how to handle it. but i guess, to you know who, take time to think it through. we will always be here for you. take care.

recently i too have pulled myself away from a very good friend. mainly because i did not feel like a friend to that person. I don't know what is going on with me. Feeing sick about it when i think about it each day. I hope you understand.

till the next entry... Take care all readers.

CHOWS~

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