If I never ever get a chance to say this to you in person, i shall put it here in print....
"Knowing you, H, was the best thing that has ever happened to me. You came into my life like a howling wind with a the fury of a hurricane, yet your comforting warmth in your smile drew me into the strom. I never knew i would like you this much...yup i never knew... but i did. and boy did i fall deep into you. you never fail to brighten up my day by just giving me a smile to say everything will be alright, you never fail to entertain my crap, knowing that there is some truth behide it, you never fail to captivate me with your expressive playing, and you never fail to charm me day after day.
Watching you each day is a joy, but i have to keep talling myself, this dream is coming to an end. after july i may or may not ever see you again, but the memories you have given me are priceless on its own. knowing a person so gentle, kind, charming, beautiful and smart was an honour for me. I sometimes feel i make you look bad when i am with you. haha. the jokes we shared the funny games we played, all the times just keeping quite and doing nothing....pricless.
I have to pull myself out of this dream soon...really soon... i must. sharing the times with you are all going to be missed. but i am comforted by the fact that you would have a better future and hopefully you remember me the way i am, no matter the number of years apart..... i will miss you alot....alot....
... "
CHOWS~
