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Sunday, October 21, 2007 Week of Freedom...Gone in a Flash

well this day marks the end of my week long freedom. Don't think i spent it quite well though i did get to meet up with lots of friends whom i have not seen since i went to PARADISE.

Went to Central with Nix, Piggy and Lau Li, went to Coffer Club then for some dessert and then met Fake-Kevin. hahah
Practiced abit
Went to Academy to practice then watched some of their rehearsals, went with Ali-Bala-Ba for Coffee hahaha in the evening went to Jog
Practiced @ Academy, Concert by Academy Chorus, supper with Doctors and Ali and Pigggy then got a ride home from Clara Schumann hahhaa Miss your company and funny moments.
Turned pages for Platform then went home and jogged again
Movie alone, was fun and relaxing, then jogged again
Went house visiting with the Al'Madil peeps was fun and great to see old friends. well sadly not all of them came but its ok. Catch up soon again
met kitty for breakfast @ Han's then went to practice @ Academy then lunch at home he hee, jogged in the evening
and today jogged in the morning, church, lunch with Relatives and now blogging, later, back to PARADISE

Well i will be gone for a 2 weeks on a Picnic Camp @ PARADISE so till then take care and Enjoy life ya hahaha.

Sacrifices are needed in order to survive life's difficulties...sometimes those sacrifices are difficult to make. In need of Divine Intervention.

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007 Stop blocking my way!!!!

Why does everything seem to be blocking me from reaching my dreams.

Dreams that I have started to stop dreaming.

bringing myself back down to reality.

My Family obligations are just stopping me from reaching the stars.

being a good son or person that follows his dreams.

All i want to do is study music and perfect my craft.

learn from the best learn from all.

indulge in their culture.

I am beinging cornered.

cornered and unable to fight back.

some of us are born with a silver spoon in our mouths.

others work hard.

some of us have good opportunities.

others pray for one.

as much as i would love to go on studying

i have to tell myself i can't

honestly i can't

This is as far as i can go.

Praying for Divine intervention.

What is my future...

uncertain thats for sure.

Should i just stop now so that i won't feel the hurt later?

Stop blocking my way pls...

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Sunday, October 07, 2007

Afraid to wake up each morning.
Afriad of what the day might be like.
Afriad of Death.
Afriad of finding my life has been turned upside down in a blick of an eye.
Afriad of what my future will be like.
Afriad that i won't be able to smell my future.
Afraid... that is what i feel always.

Feeling secure and problem free in PARADISE. It sickens me when i comes to the day where we get to go home. Home is a place where you feel safe and secure. I don't feel that anymore. I feel worry and sadness. I feel calmness in PARADISE, so much so i want to be there forever. Why am i feeling this way, i don't know. I have no answer to that. Although ppl in PARADISE i irrtating me and annoying me and making me feel bad about myself, i still like to stay there. WHY??? I don't know.

I want to get into band. I'm hoping for only the best man.

I want to fly away, fly away to the Vineyards of Austria. A place where i found peace in my heart. The Air is fresh, fresh with citrus smells, freshly baked bread, rich coffee, and everlasting culture, history and MUSIC. I belong there. If i die, i want to die there.

chows~

65 days to go!!!!

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