A series of unfortunate events....? hmm... i guess so. I think I'm living it now. Don't know how it started or why but it did. Bad Karma? hmm could be. Bad luck? hmm maybe. oh well whatever it is, I would like it to stop.
I need a blanket...so that i can hide under and not see the world outside. The world frightens me... it frightens me senseless...
Mistakes mistakes and more mistakes.
Mistakes in my playing, in what i say, in what i try to be.
When will this nightmare end. I want it to end now.How i wish i could just close my eyes and open them again and to see that all of this is over. I'm feeling more stress than when i was in school. Why!!!!!!
I want to hide from the world.
I need you with me, where are you when i need you the most...
Stefan Dohr is a real living legend. My idol. My dream.... Alan you're catching the clouds on a windy day.
CHOWS~
