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Wednesday, May 16, 2007 L again

Was reading through some old e-mails and suddenly i was thrown into the realms of Memory lane. Was reading emails from only on person. Well basically it is all from L yes all 400+ of them. Never knew i had so many until i actually checked the bottom of the email page. hahaha. Was reading them and realised how this friendship started, by words. emails actually. we just started emailing each other. the main reason because we were from different schools. I also realised how i express myself in written words. yes. I'm seriously not good in speaking, in writing yes i can express myself better. the interesting thing is L is like that too, she writes well but when it comes to talking, ahhahaaa nothing but crap. hee hee. sorry.haha. The thing i like about L too is that she is not afraid to express herself. even if ppl will not understand.

Our Friendship is based on once in awhile meeting but constantly emailing each other. I rarely go out with her cause she is busy and i also don't want to give the wrong impression. I guess she knows that. After Pignix, whom I've know for more than 11years, L is the next longest friend i have. I won;t disclose the years I've know her. its alot. She has always been by my side when the going get tough. she is always there when i need a helping hand. but recently she has been too busy to email. oh well. always, i know she does not do this on purpose. we'll go out soon. Movie again??? ahhaa

Her emails never fail to make me smile. all the silly comments, lame examples, constant jumping of topics, and the many many questions she asks in one email. Sometimes i do wish for more time with her but i have learnt to be happy with what i have. I am afraid if i ask for more she will distant me. and i know i will not bare to see that happen. If anyone knows me the best, its L. I talk to her about everything, anything under the sun. hee hee.

"...you can resist looks but one can never resist charm..." quote from the movie Priceless. it was a wonderful movie and the quote is so true. I feel like that for L. I guess it was her irresistible charm that got me.

Amazed:
Was at Lido last weekend alone and i was walking in the underpass and i heard this beautiful voice. It was the Blind girl with a beautiful singing voice. I fell in love with her voice. i stood nearby to listen and was thinking how God works in different ways. He took away her sight but blessed her with a beautiful voice. I guess he took away her sight so she will not see ppl and feel nervous or see the expressions of the not so appreciative ones. probably that is why her voice is so strong and beautiful.

Was talking to Wei ping yesterday and we stumbled on the topic of going our seprate ways. it then dawned on me that it is becoming true. We are all going our seprate ways. only some of us will keep in contact. its like when you leave Primary school, then Secondary school etc. we always say "keep in contact ok..." but a few months later, the contact is lost. so i guess i'm prepared for that. especially when we all go different countries to study and all. its sad but at some point you need to let go and move on with life. sure we can say "friends forever, we'll talk on MSN, meet up ok?, etc" easier said then done. oh well. i'm quite happy with the very few close friends i have. I do try my best to keep in touch but sometimes the other party is not willing. sigh. ppl move on. I will miss those wonderful days!!!!

on this is becoming like a super long entry for the morning hahahaa. anyway ppl do watch Bridge to Terabitia, it is a light hearted fairytale but the stroy moves to fast i would say. i actually cried at one point. It is one of those movies that makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside. hahahaa.