Wednesday, March 21, 2007
School is finally over.....
just finished the last of my exams yesterday. It was a sigh of relief knowing that i have gone trough 3 years of education. It felt weird Happy yet sad at the same time. Well i guess my recital went well, i made like a tone of mistakes man. i do hope i get good grades for my recital. You have no idea how i felt when i finished my recital...ending in a beautiful F note....hahahaha
for the past few days i have been in Phantom mood man. ahhahaa sort of getting sick of it already hee hee. oh well have to go trough it hee hee i have to admit it is fun...although i'm stuck in a Hot small dark orchestra pit. hee hee
"Masquerade!!!!! Paper faces on parade....Masquerade...hide your face so the world will never find you!!!!"
well you have no idea how true this is man. I guess i do that most of the time. well to some people of. those whom have no real importance or purpose in my life. Just because i put on a smile does not mean i'm ok. just because i laugh with you does not mean i agree...just because i do not react does not mean i am not fuming inside. You should be careful, i control my tongue for fear of hurting other peoples' feelings...you should too. Hold your tongue with a strong grip, it will make the world a better place to live in.
SOme people i mix with are just plain stupid and idiotic. they take every little thing for granted. I don't need people like that in my life. and i will make sure i get rid of them ASAP. this is when you need a mask. a mask to show them someone they want to see...someone they think i am. but i'm not. Some people in your life are just not meant to know you from the inside. cause y? they are too busy thinking that everything os going by their rules. SOme people do not stop for a brief moment to think weather or not the person next to me is ok. It just takes a moment to realise. When you realise you will be amazed at how many people are in the Same Masquerade party as you are.
lots of things running trough my head all the time. learning each day how control it. control it so i won't hurt those around me.
CHOWS~
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