Oh well got taken out of the SNYO concert due to me not attending 3 rehersals. whlist some other ppl with worst attendance get to play. oh well that is just life, can change with a blink of an eye.
Yet another week of POTO this week and last week. not really sian about the music but i guess quite affected with why i can play this well. looking in to it.
Have you been in a situation that what you say is not what your heart wants to say or ask. well it happens to me quite often and frankly getting quite sick of it. ALways feel that i must cater my words or tots to the liking of other ppl around me. then what about my tots and feelings? shuned away i guess.
Met up with an old friend yesterday to do some catching up. talked about the future basically. talked about what we want to do and hope to archieve in the future. then we came to the ever common topic of getting attached. quite frankly until he mentioned it, i did not really think about it. I guess i don't mind NOT getting married or something like that. mainly because i don't see the immediate need for that for many reason. 1.I am not in a finacial position to support her, to get her gifts to bring her out etc. 2.I concentrate more on my music then romnace. 3.I'm afriad that the other party does not understand the things i do and the reason i do it. well there are more reasons but not for the blog hahaha. Anyway our conversation reached to the point of what if you really don't get married forever. hmmm....i'll let destiny decide and guide me in that and of course God's guidance and wisdom.
Well having a CLass Chalet next week.,.. looking forward to it hee hee. can't wait to see Zeppy jump into the pool and then the pool will be out of water hahahahaha.
3 years went by like three days. its weird it feels like i have not completed my course, but i have. after next week we go our seprate ways. archieveing our dreams, goals, schools etc. probably 10years down the road we will meet up. probably. will we stilll know each other...uncertain about that. I have made very good friends in NAFA, people who keep me going when i want to give up, ppl who put a smile on your face when it is not your good day, people who tolerate your bad and good moments.
I'll miss...
- the noisy corridors
- the pointless conversations we have in class
- the constant teasing of teachers in class
- constantly annoying Clare in class
- our late nights in the school lab finishing up school assignments
- Group work with people we are annoyed with ahhahahaa
- the wonderful practice rooms where we share gossips. hahaha
- the fighting for rooms
- the weird classmates i have
- the silly questions asked by clare
- the Jap hour during counterpoint class
- power nap sessions
- people falling a sleep and knocking their heads and noses on the table
- people coming late to class.
- the wonderful friday lunches we have and do homewrok together.
- all the RPG days
- Vogue outings
- Shopping
- the study sessions @CCK
- the group study for orchestration exam
- many many more....
as you can tell there are lots of things i will miss in the school. weird i know. oh well we have to move on in life. who knows onday i'll on of my classmates as a world class soloist or an inventor of somthing maybe the composers will write for movies one day ahahaa that will be cool. hee hee...
Thats all for now hee hee
CHOWS~
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