Sunday, January 21, 2007
My future is fading
How do you stay so positive and hopeful, when at the back of your head you know that the future is impossible. Future after school i scary. A friend who is now graduated told me this "School was like a big shelter from the world, everything was taken care of. not much to worry apart for the school work. after school, the real world is so big and scary. you do not know what to do and where to go and whether or not you will survive. " after hearing that i was having second thoughts on studying overseas. Not sure if I can make it in world standards. Is my playing good enough? I have the desire to study but other things are stopping. The finance is the main problem and secondly the language. Sigh Sigh.... its starting to look more and more impossible.
I don't want to be stuck here in Singapore. not that its bad, I would like to get a better education on my instrument. and where better than the place of origins, Germany.
The impossible is possible....well no all the time.
CHOWS~
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