Tuesday, October 24, 2006
THis SUCK....AND you SUCK!!!!
well i'm in school now and doing nothing... not that i can practice or anything. sigh. i have not touched my horn for days man... this is by far the longest i have been apart from my instrument. feels weird. anyway I'll be going for TPO reherasal tonoight to see if i can atleast play something...probably i'll get to take part in the concert. well my face is feeling better but not strong enough. atleast there is an inprovement. It helped alot going out with my friends these few days. felt good getting out of the house. thanks to everyone fro making me feel better, be it irritating me by imitating me...(Pignix and jerry) or well wishes. apprciate it. a BIG THANKS AND HUG!!!!!
Anyway recently been having weird dreams of a friend. well not a close one but a normal friend. the thing is this the frist time i had a dream of this friend man. weird. well i won't go into detail cause some of it is a bit X-rated hahahaa.....go imagine it ppl. ahhahaaa
Have you ever been in the situation where you are there just trying to please this one person and being everything you can but this person just does not seem to get it. you try so hard to be there and anjoy this freinds company but this friend does not seem to notice or even bother. sigh. this is so not me...i should get out of it before it becomes something i cannot control.
well while in bed these few days just resting and lazing around, i have been thinking alot of H and the piece i wrote... i was more inspired to write further and expand the meaning within. i was looking at it this morning and realsie what Dr. Goh meant by "don't compose too fast..." i noticed that the idea does not link in a way and does not flow properly. well i'm looking into it now and hopefully it would be better. today i finally got the motif for the thrid movemnet..ahaha so happy. hee hee
well that all fro now ppl...
CHOWS~
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