Thursday, August 10, 2006
It became annoying....
just came back from another rehearsal for my composition. not bad today i must say. it is getting there. but somehting is wrong. not sure what but something is just not right. anyway, the musician were buging me to tell them who is Ezabelle. well i did not. cause i don't think i should and i will not and i don't give a F***K if it botheres anyone.
they asked me the story behind it and i refuse to tell them, I would have told them if i was sure they would take it seriously. but i just felt they would not. sorry if you are reading this. its the truth.
today Ezbelle was heard in more ways then one. but it was also today that it lost its meaning and i was very upset about it that i just left the rehersal. IT may not mean anything to anyone or everyone but it means alot to me. I think its time YOU start realising what is music and understand the language.
I felt like burning the score and all evidence of this piece. i really feel like doing it. tomorrow it will be performed for the first time. hope it goes well, no promises.
Help me!!!
I am beging to hate Ezabelle .....alot, i really hope she leave soon like real soon....I hope she dies , I hope she burns in hell....I HATE EZABELLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rayner';s piece is nice. i like it.
FInding comfort in the things i love only got me mmore probelms....
CHOWS~
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