Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Things we say over tea...
Hello,
Well somethings have been on my mind recently. Frankly speaking, I don't want my composition to be played. Reason...hmmm only some ppl know.
Just in case ppl: I have not been feeling too good lately and I am afriad that I might blow up at one of you fro no reason. So just in case I would like to say a BIG SORRY.... to what ever i might or going to say or do that might hurt others. SOrry again. I'll get over it soon...I hope.
Anyway, had a nice conversation with X recently. Talked about thing running through my mind, but not alll of it hee hee. I felt better after talking to X. I think, it was one of my most loved conversations i've had since i got into NAFA.
Getting to NAFA has made me realise that, not everyone around you is there to help you or listen to you. I found very little space to express my feelings, instead i hide them in my blog, and see if pppl get it. hmmm X is a funny person always doing silly stuff and telling jokes that make no sence....hmmm everyone is special, I guess X has its own way hee hee no offence.
one thing X said that i felt abit sadden was, "...I am actually a very lonely person...". Although I just sniggered when X said it, but it is still in my mind. not sure why. I feel that no one should ever be lonely in this world. it is tough and depressing. I think X has a great character and i feel comfortable with your company....one of the very few i would say....but then again i still don't know you really well i guess.... hmmm i am willing to take the chance. I am sure you would be more surprise at mine rather then me of yours.
hmmm not sure if i am of any help but...like everyone says...."I am always here..." yup so i shall say that tooo....X, I am always here to talk too....that is if you want hahaha.
just in case any human or animal might thing wrongly, I don't have a 'THING' for X ok!!!!!!! hee hee just in case, with the friends i have....i'll never know.
don't explode your brains just yet X, still need you hahahahhaa
wonder what will it be like 10 years from now, will we feel then same for the people around us? will it be better? worst? only god knows. hee hee
SMILE PPL!!!!!!!
CHOWS~
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