Wednesday, July 12, 2006
A little thinking i made...
well some thoughts have been again running trough my mind. firstly I was thinking how I would feel if this was my last concert. I know i would be having this sick feeling. not sure if those leaving are having it. well i was talking to Pignix yesterday on the way home about this. and he said, "It is sad that they leave just when we are starting to bond.." I felt that is so true. I regret not knowing them longer or earlier in my SNYO life. To so members this is just another orchestra. but to me, I grew up in SNYO, grew up to be a musician. I love the people there and the many friends I made along the way. some of them i knew for a long time others just recently.
we came from different lives and background, sat in one room and made music together. though there were difference between sectiopns, it was always resolved. I think the Vienna trip really bonded the orchestra. now you see more mingling between strings and winds and precussion. it is joyful to mix around and learn about each other. I feel sad because many of my friends are leaving.
lik andris said, "someday, our lives will cross...we may be playing in the same big orchestra one day..." wonderful words which i will always carry with me.
Hmmm, I sort of bonded with Hatim and Ike during the Man of Letters gig and now both of them are leaving. sigh. it upsets me. two of my other dear friends are Zheng Yi and Aaron. my bitching friends in SNYO. I will miss the times we talk crap and company you have given me. sigh sigh.
well I can't think of anythingelse. or maybe i just don't feel like writing.
all good things have to come to an end.
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