Thursday, July 13, 2006
Funning feelings
Hello,
Well yesterday I had my SNYO concert and I think on the whole it was a good concert. I think the main highlight of the concert was infact, not the Concert at all. It was about the people leaving the orchestra. I have many friends both old and new that were leaving. I felt sad and about it and I have to admit, I had to hold back my tears.
We had bonded over the months and for some case, over the pass year. It was hard for me to write 'thank you' notes and give flowers to them. Part of me wanted this 'dream' to keep going and keep the same people where they are.
Not sure why i feel this way but I guess i am a weird person and i am not shy about it. some people said "ah yeo so sissy give flowers to guys..." well I think it is more humanly and manly to be not afraid to express ones feelings. I think by me giving flowers to friends is a way to express my thanks and feelings for their friendship. friendship that will, i hope, will be strong for long.
Well...thats life.
I Miss You Guys!!!!!
CHOWS~
pics up soon.
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