Wednesday, May 24, 2006
What does it really mean and feel like?
Hello ppl,
well I went out with H just the other day and once again i was captivated by the simple thing called a smile. well to some its nothing much but to me its the world. well, not sure if i am crazy but here goes. anyway, i was out with H and went for dinner and had a good dinner i think hahaa. well we shared some of the recent happenings in our lives. but it was then i took particular attention to her Smile and i was totally blown away. i felt like dying man. hmm its the kind of smile that when you see, you feel all soft inside, your legs feel weak, your heart warms and your mind goes blank and above all you feel that everything in live will be alright and there no problems anymore. hmmm quite a mouthfull huh...ahhahaa well that was what i was feeling.
I do feel sad that H is attached but again just like with L, i accepted it and life goes on you know. anyway till now H has no clue of my feelings anyway she's going off sooon and i would not want to bother her with what i feel. i think it will die off when shes gone. hmmm will it? i really don't know i guess.
H is just so special in that her carismah just shines so brightly, making everyone around her feel good inside. hmm. she is an angel on earth man hahahaa. now i can safely say that i have seen an angel for real hahaha anyway sorry to alwyas talk about H here but i guess i have no where else to express my feelings hee hee
sorry.
CHOWS~
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