Sunday, May 07, 2006
How do they do it.....? (confused)
Hello peeps,
well i am here on a sunday in school updating my blog hahahaa. anyway just ended rehearsal at 5pm at NUS. like so far man. anyway i am playing for the Musical "Man of Letters" by Dick Lee. the music is fine but still cluless about the story line. anyway rehearsal was ok ok only. there was a squable aboutt he different allowances ppl are getting. well i hope i don't get lesser. hee hee. anyway gave Ike his birthday present, hope he likes it. after rehearsal, went ot PS with Eileen to look for a belt....Like so boring right haahhaaa. anyway we went to watch the C.O.G ( Change of Guards) its a parade by the SAF ppl ahhahaa anyway both of us went to watch then decided to just walk walk at PS. hee hee went to Mos burger to get my fav. Vanilla Milk Shake. and hamburger ahhahaa. then me and Leen talked about Vienna and how the experinces were. so fun hee hee i Miss Vienna now even more. anyway yah to Leen...we should go out more often hee hee....don call Yun Qi ahahahahhahaa jkjk.
anyway hmmm met L sometime ago. and i must say L looks great nowadays. hmmm still think about L alot. to make things worst, i saw H this week and it was a mind blowing clash of feelings man. confused.
anyway i have been listening to lots of Violin concertos recently and i often end up thinking, how did these composers write so well, not a flaw in sight, the music flows so welll and effotlessly. when i see these compositions, i feel i can never write anything close to even one bar of these wonderful works of art. sigh. nowadays you hardly come across masterpieces man.
"Such wonderful Music, encased in writing, opened up by the sheer love of music" It is so hard to express even the simplest of melodies. take a listen at Kindertoten Lieder 3rd mvt by Mahler and listen tot he vocal line. its just plan crochets and minums. so simple and fragile yet a world of feelings and passion expressed in this simple line. and here i am trying to write a melody but always end up in failure. Why? i don't know. maybe i am just a bad composer. i wonder how the composition majore do it man, week after week. hmmm somthings i just will not know. i wish i had the genius of those great Romantic composers, especially like Liszt, Mendolssohn, Brahms, etc. all these wonderful masters of their craft.
i love the mendolssohn violin concerto, the brahms and Max concertos. they are so straight forward yet difficult to understand. sigh. anyway i will keep writing my trio and see where my music brings me. HELP!!!!!
sigh.
CHOWS~
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