Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Bad recital....
Everything that could go wrong went wrong. sigh. i did my part, practiced and played to the best of my ability. Well whilst i was playing, i could hear how terrible i sound man. i felt like giving up and just stop and say forget it i quit. but of course i did not. as if it was not bad enough that stupid ass-of-a-teacher had to give alll kinds of faces. does he even know how F***ing distratcting it is to the student who is doing the exam. i mean why can't he be like the other examiner, just keep quite and look at the score and don't give any expression. sigh. i disappoint myself man and most of all my teacher. sigh. now i am wondering if i can be even promoted. well gettin an A is out of the question now. i trhink a B is also not possible. hmm...now i am wondering if i can even make it for all the other pieces i was planning for next year. ah yah.. i give up.
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