Monday, April 10, 2006
Whats is wrong with you?????
this is a story that i do not understand and find trouble understanding it... anyway heres the story... Everytime i go online on MSN and i see this one person, "H", and out of courtesy, i say "Hi/Hello" and yes H sayd the same... but in about like 3-5min H says "sorry gtg BYE!..." well at first i guess H was busy but when it happened so repeatedly i start doubting, and i feel that H does not want to talk to me. well maybe i am thinking too much but it hurts me alot and i would say i am quite affected by it. i want to ask H if H does not like talking to me but what if i am wrong and spoil the friendship......its like a lose lose situation. SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!! i can feel super SUPER affected by this and its really Pissing me off and as if i have not enough things to think about, i have to think about this.... help....ADVICE.......
anyway the NAFA orchestra is starting to sound good i would say...i just hope it continues to be of this standard and go higher. frankly speaking i wouldn't mind playing if it is of this current or higher standard. yup.
anyway exam are nearing, portfolios due, essay not done, recital bearly there, schools fees....??? ....everyday......school and scholo and music....sleep.....7hrs........ what a live.
nights ppl
CHOWS~
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