Tuesday, April 25, 2006
COnfused
trying hard to please the world but i am failing. had PS today which lasted like 30 minutes. i felt that i am so not prepared for my exams. My teacher says i should get at least an A-. but i doubt it. firstly my strauss sucks like big time. and Dukas is still unknown. how am i goin to carry on. I have handed in all my work by why does it seem that i have a ton of other billion stuff to do. sigh. when will it end.....will it? that too i am not sure. well Orchestration exams tomorrow and i feel so tired and not interested in studying. this is my forte subject and i so need to score. i know my other subjects will not be as good. sigh.
well my SNYO composition competition piece is taking shape soon. I got an idea for it and i am sort getting into character. this piece will be my favourite one. i will be writing for Piano, Cello, and Violin. it will be in about 4 movements. looking forward to starting this, but can't find the time. oh GOD!!!!!!!! i feel so tired.
i still have clarence's concerto to do, HC string ensemble concert, other gigs, and many more sigh. what a life i have choosen.
as if all this is not enough, i am constantly thinking about H and its bothering me. i am losing my concentration.
i can't wait for the Chocolate Buffet outing man.... YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When you really love somebody, you would do anything....and that includes forgetting them cause deep down, you know you are just chasing the clouds... :)
CHOWS~
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