Saturday, March 11, 2006
Sometimes Difficult to carry on...
Well recently it has not been ok. was feeling stress about the projects and assignments. i have a recital coming up and i am not fully prepeared. sigh. and to make things worst i have to get recollections of L....to those who don't know who is L ...nvm.
well i have not paid my school fees and i don't want to go through the whole never pay school fees shit again. hope my letter for finacial assistance gets granted..if not i am dead. of to NS i go. anyway i still have like a few more projects and assignments to finish man...hpw am i going to get through the semester man. so many performance, work, stress, music music, music, music......... sigh...have i taken the wrong path?? would i have been better of going to NS after O level and working now. not worrying abouy MONEY!!!!!!!! i HATE MONEY.....it runs the world....!!!!!! Y???? ... more questions with no answer.
anyway i saw L yesterday and it was a different feeling. put it this way. i have not spoken to or seen L for like a month and a half and yesterday when i saw her...we talked yes...but not like before. it felt weird and uncomfortable. Y?? i don't know. usually i ahve not trouble talking to her. well L has changed and so have I ...we'er going separate ways i gues....sadly. after we saw each other we left not saying a word and i felt the feelings overwhelming me agin and again.,i feel sick really.
anyway yesterday also my friends surprised me with a birthday cake hee hee THNAKS!!!!!!!!! i know i b day is over but i have not seen this group of friends before and after my b'day. so i guess it sort a reunion../....
hmm yup that is about it for now haha.
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