All these things i would say. But fear is always there to stop me. My heart is always there to warn me about what others might feel.
It is easy to feel things but incredibly difficult to express it especially if you already know what reaction you might get. I can perform a solo for anyone or a thousand people but shy away at the very idea of telling you how i truly feel.
It has been too many years and i seriously need to move on with my life. I have atleast 80% of it thrown away, i am still struggling with the remainder.
If only it could be easier.
